First Time

I wanted to be your first

and I was

I remember your white body

Your full breasts

The way your hips

rose up to meet my face

How you squirmed as my lips

met your clit

I needed you so bad

but I made myself wait until

I knew you had come

Oh I remember you well

as I sit at 50 years old

32 years gone

I hope you think

of me fondly